My eyes problem and solution

Oneday afternoon I was traveling on bus I could not understand what was happening to me, natural sceneries outside the bus was appearing as vague.scenery was charming to me became harmful.To get  satisfaction I opend my eyes broadly but I become unsuccessful.In the same way I again tried and again unsuccessful.Again and again tried but result was nothing.  I cried without making any sound .Tears were sheding continuously and I  were trying to watch sceneries again and again.I think if one  tries to get  something from the bottom of his heart hardly and continuously  and cries occasionally without making sound  ,it means  success achieve 80% of one 's expectation.